2018 - You Were Cool.

PSA: some of this is deep ass shit

• I quit the job I loved to follow a dream, and it didn’t work out – talk about heartbreak.

• I landed a job at the Royal Alex Hospital Foundation – it feels like home.

• I had a super rough year coaching – so bad, I cried every time I left the diamond.

• Adults can be super fucking childish – myself included.

• Home decor is the bomb diggity- but so expensive.

• Love is so real – Bradley, I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

• People change – this is also really heartbreaking, and hard to accept.

• Family is everything – I love each and every one of you.

• Traveling is good for the soul – like really good.

• I hung up the towel at Oasis – I still cry about this BTW.

• Cancer makes me feel hopeless – I just wish there was more I could do.

• Co-habiting with another human is actually the best thing ever – this ain’t even a lie.

• Being the nice guy doesn’t always pay off – it’s not worth the exhaustion.

• People are going to make shitty decisions – you just gotta accept it.

• Losing weight is hard as hell – tacos… pizza... pasta… beer… the list goes on.

• Don't forget to have fun - at least once a day, but I would try for ten.

• There are good people out there – you know who you are.

• I spend too much time perfecting my online image – barf.

• Self-doubt really sucks – especially when those close to you make you feel this way.

• Setting goals is the real deal - do it, you won't be disappointed.

I could probably keep going, but I am going to stop there! It’s been a year of change, learning, love, doubt, acceptance and so much more! 2018 has made me stronger, and I am so excited to embrace everything that 2019 has to throw at me!

Until next time.

XOX

Amber Holly